..: m y l i t t l e w o r l d :..

2010-03-18T10:44:00.003+08:00

ha today is 18th March 2010.. 8 more days to go!! 26th March is my due date of giving birth to the little one. Looking forward + excited!! And I know is gonna be painful :( this is for sure! I wish my family will be there!

After giving birth, I am going to take gd care of myself, eat well, slp well and become prettier. I want to slim down as soon as I can!! yeah, gambateh!!

Ytd nite didn't really slp well, can felt the movement of the little one, back pain and so on :(

Later going for my doctor appointment and see how well is baby doing. Heex :))

After tt, hubby and I are going back to sg.. Tml going back to hotel to pack some stuffs and pass over my follow up, haiz.. actually those follow up are not MINE!! *angry*..

2009-04-21T19:55:00.003+08:00

keke =) Today I was so happy! I enjoyed my day =) heex

Wake up early in the morning, prepared baby clothes and the necessary stuffs for him after his shower. After ready all the things, ate my b'fast wif hubby den went off to hospital for baby doctor's appointment..

haha when we reached there, as usual, we need to register, wait for the nurse to call us den i'll carry the little prince to check his weight. He is 8.1kg now. Before we went in to see Doctor Alex, a baby gal was crying den the funny part was.. My little boy saw a baby gal cried den his face expression started become so sad and after a while he start to cried too.. hahaha~ After went in to see doctor, doctor didn't say much, he asked how's baby? Hv we started to gv him porridge? Bla bla bla.. Den I'll carry him to the bed for injection. Ha he cry louder, though he didn't know how to talk, he keep staring the doctor and start to scream and shout.. haha we know tt he actually scolding the doctor.. muahaha so funny!!

After the doctor appointment, we brought the little one to Sutera Mall and Tesco Kulai for shopping!! He was so happy and even didn't want to sit at the baby stroller; therefore, we hv to tk turns to carry him!! After a walk, we felt so hungry den we went for some makan - KFC. Baby had his wipped potato, I had my breast crispy chix and hubby had his thigh and drumbstick.. heex, it was so delicious!! I hv quite a period of time didn't hv Malaysia KFC, definitely.. The taste is different from sg.. Honestly, I still prefer Malaysia KFC.

After a walk and we aslo brought some baby stuffs like pampers, milk powder and etc.. all was his stuffs.. ha

We went home happily then =) Anyway, looking forward to the next outing wif the little one again.. keke

2009-04-20T13:37:00.002+08:00

Dear All,

I believe some of you may have came across this article before. Along our journey, the weariness and monotony of life takes its toll on us, such that we tend to overlook seemingly mundane matters, taking advantage of our current situation and circumstances. In anything we do, have the conviction to be right here right now, lest our thoughts wander to the fearful future and the painful past...

MARRIAGE

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage.

But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now. The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again. In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before th e divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage. This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy.

Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request. I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions... She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully. My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office. On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her.

For a minute I wondered what I had done to her. On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily. Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head. Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore. She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and w rote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart. That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. Her heart had finally broke down...The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank, blah...blah..blah. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy.

Do have a real happy marriage!

2009-04-20T13:01:00.003+08:00

:) I am on my holiday!! Woo Woo..

Though is only a few days.. but I m sure I'll enjoy my motherhood life wif the little one. Tml hubby and me gonna bring him for the 6 months injection. This is the last jap till the next jap will be on his 1 year old time.

Den we decided to bring him to shopping after the jap (this is what we usually did). Everytime when we bring him out, he definitely will be very happy =)

2009-04-16T21:46:00.003+08:00

Today I supposed to work 12pm-8pm but ytd vivian asked me if i want to go steamboat wif her and Lei.. I said emm.. let me consider 1st.. and at the end, I decided to change shift wif Jia Hui so I'll be able to join them for dinner..

Four of us - vivian, Lei, hubby and me.. we went to CHUA YI PIN STEAMBOAT RESTAURANT for dinner.. was delicious + enjoyed.. *thumbs up*.. went home after the dinner.. While on the way home, maybe I was so tired and know what.. I fall aslp.. ah haha~

Sun I'll be working morning shift, after work.. Me and hubby are going back to JB-Kulai for a short holiday.. as next tues baby will be having doctor appoinment and this time round, he goona hv his 6 months injection..

For what we hv plan.. Sun nite, we are going to Pasar Malam.. Mon I guess I'll be staying at home to accompany the little prince as hubby need to fix his motor.. Tues, we will be bringing the little prince for his injection and then we are planning to bring him for a walk.. Wed, we are going for facial @ Dermalogical @ 1630hrs.. haha looking forward to it!!

Gonna hv a rest, will update soon =) t@t@..

2009-04-04T22:48:00.002+08:00

Today I was working 12pm-8pm as a ED and also including the usual job.. c/in, c/out and etc.. emm was smooth and everything goes well.. reached home @ abt 8.55pm.. packed my bag and tidy some of the places and things.. feels hungry as I haven't taken my dinner yet.. decided to cook noodles + egg for myself.. Ha I was enjoyed eating my noodles and reading newspaper at the same time.

But another thing was......

when I got home, saw hubby watching TV.. at first I happily talking to him and when I open my cupboard.. saw some t-shirt was fold nicely but discover that it wasn't iron.. before I cook my noodles, he said he has eaten the two eggs that has left in the fridge as he also cook noodles for himself in the afternoon.. and.. luckily I bought some eggs before I got home.. saw the bed was so messy and untidy.. OMG~ and suddenly thought of our little prince.. asked hubby if he has called back to ask how's baby.. he said everything was fine.. I asked him if is he just called back.. he said hee hee.. I was like.. =( arghhh~ when u saw me den u think of baby, rite.. the whole afternoon, what hv u done!! maybe u shld take a little bit of initiative in those little things..

2009-04-03T23:24:00.002+08:00

Just finish working midnite for the past two days.. thinking.. emm have been almost one year didn't work midnite shift as tt time I was pregnant.. My first time on midnite shift since I came back from work.. feels so tiring :( tml I'll be working 12pm-8pm.. ha still hv some time to rest more.. but tml I am planning to go M.O.M to collect my S pass and after that straight to work..

So lucky and happy that I hv got my S Pass.. and later.. I'll be applying PR wif hubby.. hope it will success too.. *making a wish*

this morning reached home a bit late as I went to ICA @ Lavender to enquire abt my PR application.. after reached home, took a shower and I had a gd slp.. till 3 plus hubby wake me up den we were discussing what to cook for our dinner.. Last decision - I'll be doing the washing, vacuum and moping.. he will be doing the preparation for our dinner.. haha

today I got a sms from Joselyn.. SURPRISINGLY!! I got my off day on Mon which I thought I won't get it as I hv check wif Clement that there are 3 persons applying the off day on Mon.. I was so sad cz hubby off on Mon den next day afternoon.. If I can get the off day on Mon also den we can go back to JB to visit baby and come back to work on next day.. wahahah ~ and I have got it now!! Thanks Clement!! =)

Can't wait to see my baby on Mon =) I am extremely happy!!

2009-01-08T22:40:00.003+08:00

These few days i m so sad. Sad abt..

I miss my little prince so much. Really, i miss him =( baby, how r u?

I feel sad for my grandma, she fall quite badly, her eyes, arms and ankle are swollen =( *sob sob*

This week I hv been wk up early in the morning, meet up wif hubby den we go for jogging and we run from Orchard to SGH, as usual we will hv our b'fast at the food court and we will visit grandma then. As hubby need to work midnite shift for this week so he will go back after chit chatting wif grandma for a while and for myself.. I will accompany her till noon time, my aunty will accompany her till evening and my uncle will accompany her till nite time. Is better for her as she won't feel lonely ya!!

To : ama

ama, ni yao hao hao zhao gu zi ji oh!! Jia you!! Ni hui hao qi lai de =)

2008-12-20T23:21:00.006+08:00

haiz this few days I hv been crying.. *sob sob*.. I can't bear to leave my baby @ JB.. his passport stated he only left 20 days to stay in sg otherwise he will get band for one month to enter to sg.. shit lo.. so angry!! =(

I hv no choice for leaving him @ JB for this few weeks otherwise during chinese new year time he can't come to sg to celebrate wif us. Beside that, hubby told me he might got the difficulty to apply leave during chinese new year time as they dun hv much manpower working. But hubby and me hv decided to visit baby once a week.. haiz better than none, rite!! I shld be happy already yea..

tml I m going to bring baby back to Tampoi hse for 3 days 2 nite, will be back to sg on Tues =) till sun den i send baby back to Kulai =(

to my baby : " baby baby.. u must be a gd boy when u stay in JB ya, dun let mummy worry abt u. Mummy and daddy will come to visit u during weekend,k.. sayang =) mummy love u!! muacksss "

2008-12-11T14:18:00.002+08:00

ha I m going for grocery shopping wif hubby later.. we gonna meet @ Tiong Bahru Plaza after his work. *winksss* - she is happy =)

2008-12-09T12:46:00.001+08:00

你能好好地疼她吗?!

2008-12-09T12:36:00.001+08:00

有时候突然好想一个人到一个没有人认识她的地方，呼吸些新鲜空气，好好地什么也别想，就这样。。。好好地过一天!

其实她心里的确是有点不开心，又有谁知道呢! 可是让她不开心的原因根本就没有不对的地方，因为那是正常反应! 哈，笨蛋! 她真的很傻叻!

觉得她就是不应该这样的，可是心里还是。。那么地不舒服 =(

2008-12-06T22:11:00.001+08:00

2008-12-04T15:16:00.002+08:00

1. 真正爱你的男人，一下子说不出真正爱你的理由，只知道自己顾不上注意别人。　　

2. 真正爱你的男人，其实总惹你生气，你却发觉不了他到底做错了什么。　　

3. 真正爱你的男人，很少当面赞美你，可是心里肯定你是他最棒的。　
　
4. 真正爱你的男人，会在你忘记回复他短信时狠狠地说你一顿。
　　
5. 真正爱你的男人，只可能在你一个人的面前流眼泪，当你触摸到他时，也触摸到了那颗只为你跳动的心。　　

6. 真正爱你的男人，会默默地记住你不经意说过的话，在某时某刻重复它们。　　

7. 真正爱你的男人，不会轻易做出承诺，因为他想让自己成为你心中说话最算话的男子汉，只想给你最可靠最安全的幸福。　　

8. 真正爱你的男人，总告诉你不要胡思乱想，因为其实他在为你们谋划着最美丽真实的未来。同时让你无忧无虑地等待他要给你的惊喜。　　

9. 真正爱你的男人，可能不像你一样清楚地记得某些纪念日，他觉得爱你是每时每刻的，并不是靠这几天简单的日子。　　

10. 真正爱你的男人，不会轻易对你当面说“我爱你”，因为他为你做过的每件事都已经这么说了。除非在非常时刻，为了不让你无端地误解他。　
　
11. 真正爱你的男人，总觉得有些话只说一遍就够了，因为你已经了解他的心。说得多了，他会觉得不珍贵。　　

12. 真正爱你的男人，如果他去机场接你，不会像你期望的那样捧着玫瑰大声叫“亲爱的”，只是自然地提过你的行李，然后想用眼睛抱紧你似的心疼地说，怎么瘦得像豆芽菜了？　

13. 真正爱你的男人，当你发脾气时，只会不做声地听你把火发完，然后慢慢地说，你明天有课吗？早点睡吧。　　

14. 真正爱你的男人，不懂当你生气挂掉电话后应该立即打来，过了若干小时后会发条短信问你消气了没有？如果你质问他为何这么久才打来，他会理直气壮的说，你生气时我的解释一定没有用，等你的火消了，我的解释才有效果。
　　
15. 真正爱你的男人，总是叫你小姑娘，可是每次他做什么重大的决定，却总想先听听你的建议。　
　
16. 真正爱你的男人，不喜欢玩具小毛熊，却一直把你送他的小熊放在床头。　　　

17. 真正爱你的男人，当和你发生争执时，总是控制不了地先妥协，先承认“我错了”，过后发来短信以“神经病”开头，以“宝贝”结尾。事实上你也清楚，这次是你有点无理取闹。　

18. 真正爱你的男人，很想很想你时，也会买玫瑰送你，傻傻地等着你，却不知道自己捧的是月季。没关系，他的心里送的是玫瑰。　　

19. 真正爱你的男人，都不甜，但是他的吻能传递他嘴巴所有的热情。　　

20. 真正爱你的男人，当听到你对他讲很“酸”的话时，他反而会装得很正经，其实心里很甜很甜。　　

21. 真正爱你的男人，如果不能经常见到你，他会让自己忙碌起来，为了不去想你，因为他知道一想你将会一发不可收拾．．

2008-12-01T00:14:00.000+08:00

有时候，女人是需要被人疼，需要惊喜，需要多点关心，需要被宠的，不是吗?!
可是有时他就是不懂。

最近在家太久了，觉得好闷，除了照顾我的小宝贝外，其余的时间也没干什么了! 不过，我还蛮珍惜和enjoy照顾小宝贝的，因为2月份我要回去做工了，到时也许我也没有什么时间陪他，可是我告诉自己不管多忙，我一定要抽时间陪他，我希望自己能陪他一起度过他成长的时光，教他我会的事情，好好栽培他! Baby, 妈咪一定会赚多点钱，让你过好的生活! Baby, mummy love u =)

2008-11-26T00:10:00.008+08:00

oops.. is 12am now.. is my birthday =)

HAPPY 23 YEARS OLD BIRTHDAY to MYSELF!! keke..

2008-11-15T19:06:00.002+08:00

My confinement is going to finish in 5 more days.. oh~ tt's so wonderful!! =) * thumbs up*

Next Thursday we (hubby, baby and I) are going back to Kulai cz the next day baby hv an doctor appointment at between 10-12pm den on the 22nd Nov, we are going to celebrate baby's man yue. On 23rd Nov den we will be back to sg.

after next week, I am going for some clothing shopping. Intend to buy some nice clothes for myself den the next day which is on 26th Nov is my 23 years old bdae.. um~ dun hv any plan yet.. only thinking of going clubbing for celebration wif my collegues.. but yet to confirm!!

tata o_O gtg.. will update again!!

2008-11-13T15:02:00.000+08:00

呵呵，最近的天气。。喔! 超凉，感觉很舒服! 哈，当然心情也跟着一样开心咯! 哈，距离做完月子的日子已经越来越近啦! oh yes!!

我有好多事情想要去做噢! 很期待。。想要去。。呵呵~ eyelash perming, 做头发，买衣服，manicure, padicure.. 哈，还有买香水给自己当生日礼物! 哇，总之就想把自己打扮得美美地。嘻嘻，开心 =)

2008-11-11T17:12:00.000+08:00

哈，生日快到了! 今年2008年，对我来说，真的是一个很不一样的年份! 今年，我结婚了，今年，我怀孕了，今年，我生了个可爱的男宝宝，今年，哈! 对我来说真的很。。。。。。呵呵!很不一样噢!

昨晚，我和老头子聊天，我们聊得很愉快，心里真的很开心 =) 觉得啊！自从我回来
新加坡做月，我们俩的感情好像又更进一步了! 如果不是回来新加坡的话，我想。。也许我的相思病会越来越严重，因为这是我第一次没有老头子在身边一个人和宝宝住在家婆家，每次老头子拿假期回来看我们，可是过后他得回去新加坡做工时，我就好不舍得噢! 晤，也许他就不会体会到照顾宝宝是这么累人地，也许他就不会知道做月是这么忙的。。唉，也许。。哈哈，好多也许也许!

但是不管怎样，我现在很满足，很开心 =)

2008-11-10T21:24:00.001+08:00

今天为我的blog换了个新造型。。很喜欢! 呵呵~

距离做完月子的时间，还剩下九天。。Oh my天! 超期待也很希望这天的来临。

自从回来新加坡做月，看到老公为我和宝宝忙里忙外地，心里是有些心疼地，这是无可否认的。真的打从心里说:“谢谢你!”

今天老头子做午班，知道他回来时会想要看报纸还有喝他喜欢的饮料，所以就想到去家楼下的杂货店给他买了这两样，因为不知道他今天会想要喝什么所以我也给他打了电话，听他的声音，他似乎好开心也很惊讶噢! 呵呵呵呵~ 听了，我也开心地笑了。。

也许他以为我会不喜欢他这样，但我其实都没反对，只要不过分，我就不会生气！

2008-10-15T01:12:00.002+08:00

唉，我是不是很笨呢? 刚才竟然忍不住流泪了，就因为那件已在我心里困扰了我几天的问题。。我突然就这样说给老头子听了。他说: “那好，我不去了!”。。

我。。。。。。不知道该说什么!

虽然说出来后，我的心。。啊!! 真的舒服好多! 但可以肯定的是，我不是在哭闹或发小姐脾气，我也绝对没有用泪水来说服你。我所说的，都是打从心里的!

昨晚上，其实我有写了封信息寄到你的friendster里但好可惜我没有save起来，结果全都没了!! 唉，伤脑筋噢!

2008-10-13T20:56:00.000+08:00

还有两天我就要离开我们的安乐窝了，所以心情难免有些不舍。。想到宝宝就快出世，心里很开心因为那是我们的爱情结晶 =) 呵呵~ 还有因为离预产期的时间越来越接近了，朋友们都给我发了信息还有打电话，为我加油大气! 我真的很开心噢!

有件事困扰了我好久噢! 也因为这件事，我也有点不开心! 来临的星期四是我的doctor appoinment，原本老头子是要陪我一起去的但前几天他告诉我说他的朋友生日，也许会去那边一起庆祝生日(那个地方是我最不想他去的，因为。。。) 也许可以说我自私但换成是你的话，你也会像我这样想吗!

我心里是这样想的。。

我真的不想你去，你不去行吗? 如果是这样，你会不高兴吗? 我现在最需要的是家人还有你的陪伴，你知道吗? 我需要你的关心而不是因为责任下的责任来陪我，有谁不希望自己老公在身边陪老婆一起去看宝宝但如果你过后又是得赶去和朋友一起的话那我想那就不必了! 那你就干脆让我一个人好了，也许这样我会好过些。。我真的好想开开心心地为你生个可爱的王宝宝，而不是带着那种你以为我很开心但我心里确实是很沉重的心情去待产。

这些我想你都应该不懂吧! 我想告诉你但又担心你会不开心。。唉!!!

2008-10-03T01:27:00.002+08:00

今天的她过得一点都不开心 =(

昨晚上边看戏边等他回来，看看戏一下，又看看时钟，一直等到那个地方打烊的时间。。终于等到他回来了。看到他时，心里觉得安心多了! 其实每次他外出的时候，心里总是会忍不住等他，可是每次都会跟自己说，别等了，真像个傻瓜! 但头脑就是不听使唤，真是的!
每次他回来，心里总是刺刺的，不知道为什么会这样! 也许是因为知道他去哪里了吧! 但知道是好的啊，不是吗!

唉，只可以说，有些事情是残酷的! 就好像每次听了，她都会吃醋因为他
会告诉她说他今天和某某跳舞啦还是怎么的啦！真的让她的心酸了一下，她知道她不该有这样的反应但这是人之常情嘛！哎哟。。伤脑筋叻！

不想说话的时候是因为心里在痛痛嘛!

2008-10-02T01:19:00.000+08:00

~※→因為愛你.所以放手還你自由←※~

~※→因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾←※~

~※→因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過←※~

~※→因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開←※~

2008-09-29T01:20:00.000+08:00

有时候不知道是否不知足还是因为怀孕的关系，总觉得想要有人陪。。总想待在他或家人的身边! 但却偏偏他们都不在。。
有时候在想，他是否能不能少喝些。。
有时候在想，他是否能多主动些。。
有时候在想，他是否能多关心她些。。
有时候在想，他除了工作，和朋友们在一起的时间，上网，剩下的时间是否有在想她。。哪怕只是那一分钟!!

她好想为他生个可爱的宝宝。。
她好想有时候他也能主动约她出去。。
她好想有时候他也能发个信息给她，问问她在干嘛也好啊!
唉!! 伤脑筋噢!

2008-09-14T18:00:00.000+08:00

今天做早班，昨晚睡得还不错，只是。。。能睡多一些会更好! 工作嘛! 一点都不忙，只能说闲得快发霉了。哈哈~

至于晚餐也没什么胃口，也许午餐吃得太迟了! 而且头脑一直在迟疑些问题。。

早上去上班的路上，他说星期五会和朋友们出去，会去看汽车展。。我也没说什么，当然行啦! 你有你的时间嘛! 可是后来忙完工作后，坐在办公室的电脑前面，反正也是闲着就拿了本今年在新加坡的介绍书看了看。。咿!汽车展不是在29号吗!! 怎么会在下个星期五呢??!! 是我听错了吗??!!

这。。让我迟疑了一些!!!

不过anyway, 我还是想说。。不管下次去哪里也好，别说因为我怀孕不方便带我去，我知道你是在担心我，你是对的不过。。pleaase.. Dun give such an excuse.. I personally feel that is unacceptable,k.. 反正，我从来也不会也没有吵你要带我去哪里。。所以下次请别以我怀孕了，不方便当借口!

2008-09-06T08:24:00.003+08:00

This few days I hv a nice slp cz of the weather.. cool+windy.. *thumbs up* but seems like not enough eh.. Ha greedy me..

Hubby will not be around this few days as he needs to work part time for bqt function and also his midnite shift.. pity him =( This morning saw him when I was taking gst lift to the hotel lobby. He looks tired. Luckily, this morning when I wk up, I did boil some herbal tea for him and aslo my family.

Last Wesnesday, ama has admitted to GH due to her kidney and blader problem.. Guess~ these are the reason that cause her fall as she feels unstable when she stands. Ytd her medical report was out and it was a bad news.. Doctor suspect her kidney got stone and she might needs an operation. Pity her as she is old and she needs to go through all the suffer thingy.. hope that she will get recover asap..

2008-09-02T09:32:00.002+08:00

ha later my family is coming over to sg.. mummy and mei mei will be staying over at ama hse. Tml after work huuby will be coming to fetch me after my morning shift and we are going back to JB-Kulai as I hv a doctor appoinment on the next day.

Ytd I and hubby went to Tiong Bahru Plaza Fair Price for grocery shopping and we cooked for our dinner.. As usual, I helped to prepared the ingredients and he helped to cook.. Ytd we have 3 delicious dishes for our dinner.. 1) Corn+potato+carrot soup 2) veg 3) chicken+ LaChang.. Heex All are my favourite dishes..

Can't wait for the time that I finish my work as today is not a busy day as we have not much arrival and departure left.. Haha

2008-08-31T08:45:00.004+08:00

heex =) Today is a happy day.

Ytd nite Kerry called up and we chat abt her baby and how is my pregnancy so far.. She shared a lot of her experince wif me.. Ha I m looking forward to my baby who is going to born in Oct.. Oh gosh, time really flies by..

Last few days I hv been in an unhappy mood.. I did not eat well, did not slp well =( it happens bcs of my love one.. Anyway, I hv told him abt my feelings and also he did apologise to me.. and for myself I have told him that if is happen again, I will not be bother him.. I will leave him alone.. I really take serious for this. Of course, we chat a lot, try to solve the problems and now we are fine.. It helps us to get to know each other better.

Ytd after work, we went to Tiong Bahru Plaza for some shopping as I need to buy a cup/mug for myself in the work place. As last, we went to More Than Words and I bought a Mickey Mouse Mug, a set of utensils and a clock to hang in our room. o_O

After reached home, I help to prepare all the ingredients for our dinner and hubby prepare for the rest.. It was so delicious that even now I m still thinking of ytd dinner. After dinner, kisses for him to show some appreciation. =) Bao bei, thanks ya..

Today after work, daddy will be coming to pick me up to ema hse.. we are going to celebrate her 23rd wedding anniversary. Hubby will be not joining us as he needs to work part time after his morning shift.

Ha.. I m hungry now =( Later I m thinking of going Long John for my brunch.. keke..

Shall update soon.. t@t@..

2008-08-26T07:02:00.001+08:00

有时不经意的一句话或一些举动，你却不知道你在伤害了我。。不想多说是因为眼泪一直在往心里流，真的很疼很疼。。

一直到现在。。。。。。

2008-08-26T06:39:00.003+08:00

Journey To The Center of the Earth

Went to watch this show wif hubby on last Sat night.. Emm *thumbs up*.. A very nice show though is abt one hour plus, enjoy watching it..

2008-08-25T08:54:00.003+08:00

heex a very good morning =)

a short entry before I continue my work.. Today start work at 8am. Morning hubby wake me up after he gt ready for work as today he is working 7am.. I had a nice slp ytd night though just a few hours. Emm maybe bcs of the cool weather. Haha..

Ytd hubby and I were working afternoon shift, reach home at abt 12pm. As recently we are going after one of the drama - Xian Qian Qi Shia Zhuan.. so we decided to watch one episode before we go to bed.

Ytd I was quite sad.. bcs I accidentally went into sistic website and I saw LEE HOM is coming to Sg to hv his CONCERT on 01 Nov.. OMG =( I definitely can't mk it as I know I will in confinement period. =( sob sob.. I am sad.. Where else will he hv concert, I want to watch..

2008-08-21T19:14:00.003+08:00

Today's mood : =) happy + a bit tired..

Today I was in morning shift. Quite busy. Bcs on the 23rd Aug, from 6am-10am, there will be no air condition on South Tower rooms.. Haiz~ recently Mandarin always got those renovation that cause us into trouble.. and guest always dun bother what renovation are we going to hv.. as long as they get what they want, they are happy..

Tml Joselyn change shift wif me, so I'll be in afternoon shift.. yeah =) cz I dun hv to wake up so early and somemore I can watch drama wif hubby 2nite.. chit chatting and etc.. * yeppIe*

The little one is coming soon.. so excited and looking forward but wondering how's that feeling huh.. ah haha~ recently the little one start moving around, super active.. keke

2008-08-14T22:27:00.002+08:00

今天的心情写照.. 复杂! =(

最近不知道怎么啦? 觉得怪怪地.. 总觉得自己还有很多方面要改进.. 突然觉得变得好像没有什么自信了.. 好讨厌这种感觉!

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............

2008-08-13T18:46:00.011+08:00

男女相处是很复杂很微妙的事情,写这些东西就是让女人了解男人的真实想法和立场,聪明的女人会从中得到很多启示：

1、90%的男人不愿陪老婆逛街，去了，90%也是被老婆拉去的。

上帝赋予男女不同的性别，也赋予了各自对生活的不同理解。聪明女人让男人好好地陪你逛街要记住三点：1.别把他搞得太累或太穷2.出门前也问问他想买点什么3.运用你的聪明才智，尽量让你需要的在中间买，他需要的在开始和最后买。

2、90%的男人不愿去丈母娘家，去了，90%是为了家庭团结，给老婆面子。

3、90%的男人都幻想有钱，有了钱后，要换、换、换，除了孩子，换掉所有的一切，可90%的什么也没有换。

大丈夫不可一日无权，小丈夫不可一日无钱。男人天生控制欲强，希望当领导，希望做上司，希望受崇拜。男人的气度，多建立于他的身世、地位及胸襟之上。试想：失去冠冕的皇帝、失去战场的战士、失去球拍的健儿、失去崇拜者的偶像、失去财富的二世祖……还算什么？

4、90%的男人都喜欢看情色小说或影像，但90%的会说很少看或不喜欢看或没有看过。

5、90%的男人都有性幻想，而90%的幻想的对象不是自己的老婆。

不得不承认男人有个普遍的阴暗心理：总希望能和一个三围够好的女人来次激情的夜晚，然后付不付责任就不用考虑了。可惜这仅仅是梦中场景。

6、90%的男人愿意接近女性，想留下好印象，或成为护花使者，但90%的没有达到愿望。

7、90%的男人都自我感觉在各方面做得很好了，可90%的还被老婆指出一大堆毛病。

8、90%的男人看别人的老婆很顺眼，但90%的不敢靠近。

“老婆还是别人的好”，这话的确俗，但是很多男人都在内心念叨了上百遍。据说出于动物本能，每个男人都有着多妻的欲望，只是大多数人顶多过过眼瘾和嘴瘾。只有少部分人付诸了行动。

9、90%的男人不愿听老婆唠叨，但90%还是听了。

10、90%的男人知道自己的缺点，可90%的改不了。

11、90%的男人看到漂亮的女人，有90%的在想，她嫁给谁了，没有让我找到真是遗憾

每个男人都喜欢美女，不管他嘴上承不承认。聪明的女人会这样鞭策男友，主动指着接上的一个美女问男友：她漂亮不？(千万别问，她比我漂亮不？切记！！)矫正效果会比全智贤那套更好

12、90%的男人后悔结婚早了，有90%的说，如果现在结婚就不是这样了。

他不是不需要家庭提供的方便，而是怕家庭带给他的麻烦。在他们看来，爱情的要求并不高，只要两个人懂得相爱就够了，但婚姻不同，是可以使两个人都受伤的地方，所以，只恋爱不结婚是不错的选择，既可以保证相爱的人之间的吸引力，又避免了许多麻烦。

13、90%的男人总感觉床上功夫很威风，但90%的对自己还是不满意。

男人跟自己要好的女人在没上床之前，肯定像节目预告一样，先向她炫耀一番自己在那方面有多厉害。一旦有了性失败的经历，再牛再狂的男人都会谦恭一阵子。

14、90%的男人想去风流潇洒一回，可90%的怕出事不好交待。

很多女人指责男人花心，无责任感，心有旁骛，其实骨子里，居家男人所要的，不过是一点出轨、一点浪漫、一点寄托、一点意外和惊喜。他自己最希望的收梢是：在什么也没有发生之前，快快收手，几方都相安无事。可偏偏总是女人不让他如愿——常常是这边先死了鱼，那边又撕了网。

15、90%的男人看到热恋中的人，卿卿我我，有90%的会说，让我再来一回吧。

2008-08-12T22:40:00.002+08:00

今天知道妈咪还有妹妹要来新加坡，我开心得不得了! 放工后就直接赶回家里和她们聚一聚。。
回到家里，看到老头子在为我们准备晚餐，我和妹妹也一起去凑热闹。打开冰箱，咿~ 有我喜欢吃的马蹄。。而且是切好的叻! 问一问，才知道原来是我宝贝
切好的! 喔，谢谢你! 亲一个 *muacksss* 。。

今天的晚餐可丰富啦! 有我喜欢的菜肴。。呵呵~ 我还慢慢慢慢地吃，慢慢地品尝。。真幸福!

吃完后，我就负责帮忙洗碗，擦桌子，过后进去房间想找老头子时，老头子告诉我说他打给王妈妈，跟她提起了做月的事，惨了，我一听到就知道大事不妙了! 这样会造成误会的。然后马上就发信息给姐姐，让她帮我转告妈妈我没有什么的。

唉，有时觉得自己真没用! 不太会表达就只会以泪来遮掩。。哎哟哟! 要学习把这坏习惯给
改掉! 啊啊啊啊啊啊。。。。。。加油噢!

2008-08-10T22:14:00.005+08:00

yoo hoo.. Tml is my off day.. finally I can hv a gd rest.. though is only Monday. Actually I hate to off on Monday cz otherwise I hv to wait till the following week den my turn to off.. Haiz~ anyway, better than none.

Have been a few days tt I didn't write in cz this week I was in morning shift and by the time I finish work is abt 4-5pm. I felt so tiring and jz wanna hv a gd rest. Ha~ but when I got home with hubby, tk a rest, lie on the bed then we will start chatting till midnite.. ai yo, totally none stop man.. OMG~ then the next day, it cause both of us tired. =( but.. hee nice chatting wif him. I enjoy that moment =)

2day off work abt 4.40pm, meet up wif my hubby and we went to Great World City for shopping. This is my first time there, overall not bad la. After that, we take bus back to Tiong Bahru - Fair price for grocery shooping. Hubby intend to cook dinner and also for tml lunch and dinner. keke~

Finally we got home and he started his cooking then for myself, I help to clear all the things and do washing after our dinner. Ohh~ I enjoy my dinner a lot.

Haiz~ one thing that I can't made up my mind, that is.. daddy is going back to JB tonite, guess it might be late, tml is my off day, shld I stay at home or go back to visit my family?? I miss my daddy, mummy and mei mei =( I miss them a lot a lot a lot.. Hope that next time I hv more time to spend with my family and I want to buy gd food for them to eat and give extra pocket money to my daddy and mummy.

Anyway, I hv choose to stay in Sg jz bcs I m tired.. I think I need some rest.. Ha nvm.. is all rite, will gv them a call tml when I wake up. Hee..

2008-08-03T20:09:00.002+08:00

今天工作上的大家都似乎没劲儿。。尤其是又看到她的出现! 从来都没有人令我这么讨厌又生气过，生气得我好想赏她两个耳光，然后跟她说: " 麻烦你小姐，在说人家之前，请你先好好检讨自己吧! 不要意为着你是上司就什么事情都任你喜欢这么说或这么做! " 我也不需要我是个孕妇，我就需要你可怜。我从来都没这样想过，如果你是这样想的话，对不起，你看错人了!

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 我好生气! =(

Hey lady, dun be so attitude, it reflects bad on u, dun u know that ??!!

2008-08-02T15:42:00.003+08:00

yoo hoo.. 今天是我的off day.. 真开心! 因为我上星期的off day在星期一所以这个星期的似乎好像等了好久噢!
有好几天都没有写些我的心情故事了! 所以今天一次过就把我过得好或不好的都给写下来吧!

呵呵~

昨天的我在工作上是被气得快要抓狂了。忍呀忍的，下午看到老头子时又忍不住流泪了。唉，真是没用! 前天知道老头子说的一些话是开玩笑的但弄得我满身都是醋意 :( 弄得我也没有心要看midnight show - The Mummy. 不过before我们去做工的时候，老头子说: " 走吧!我们去看今天晚上The Mummy有几点的然后我们一起去看!" 我才说: " 好吧! " ..
放工后等了老头子一下然后我们就赶紧跑到Cheers买饮料然后就排队去看戏了。

The Mummy : Tomb of the Dragon Emperor

看完戏后我们还到我们的晚上supper的老地方 - Newton Circus去吃些东西。

呵，想对老头子说的: " 谢谢你的信息，谢谢你的安慰，鼓励而且还一直不断地逗我开心! " Thank you so much, 我真的觉得甜在心里 =)

2008-07-27T19:13:00.004+08:00

哈! 下个星期简直是chalet week .. 明天放工后就会和老头子一起去chalet, 星期六会和家人去参加Carol aunty女儿的BBQ .. 呵呵~ 而且下星期想到我只需要做两天的早班就开心。喔! 太好了。。不然每天做早班真的好累呀!

今天工作上过得还可以，不错不错! 早上去做工前还遇到了刚放工的老头子，还真开心，想到放工回家后又可以看到他就期待 .. Hee o_O

刚刚才和老头子吃过晚餐。。好吃又饱饱!

Ha suddenly think of my family .. I miss them so much .. Hope tt they are doing well =) muacksss .. kisses for them ..

2008-07-25T21:26:00.002+08:00

今天工作上是个忙碌的一天! 放工时都差不多快五点了。换好衣服后，当我走出去locker时，接到了老头子的电话，好开心噢! 跟他聊了一下后就和vivian去吃晚餐，聊聊天，因为她今天心情不太好。希望现在的她觉得ok了吧!

回到家，休息了一下，冲了香香浴后，shell也把房间给打扫得干干净净地，好让老头子回来时觉得舒服。呵呵!

哈，
想到星期一晚上老头子会带我去chalet
就开心 =)

2008-07-24T18:25:00.006+08:00

哇哈哈。。shell今天好开心噢! 早上本来想给老头子写信息的可是后来想想还是不要啦! 不知道老头子会不会觉得我太黏他了所以就打消这个念头了。可是不久后，电话震了一下，看看。。咿！老头子给我写信息耶！喔哈哈。。开心死啦！工作上烦恼的事情一下子全都消失了。

今天工作是超忙的，还有一看到他做工，就没mood了，因为和他一起做工简直是没有teamwork。

呵呵，很快地到了放工时间，换好自己的衣服后，就开心地回家去了! 到家后，看到了老头子在准备我们的晚
餐，我突然觉得好幸福噢! 我也要学煮好吃的，有机会一定要慰劳我的那个他。
下附有今天的晚餐还有老头子的照片:

2008-07-23T21:56:00.011+08:00

哈，好久都没写blog了! 今天突然心血来潮想要来写写我的今天的心情故事。

今天很开心，因为妈咪还有妹妹都来了新加坡。但是shell却MC没去上班，因为昨晚有点不舒服，还好有好好休息然后喝多多水所以才觉得好多了。今天下午妹妹也陪shell到Paragon拿MC，回到家时，老头子已经煮好晚餐等我们回来享用了! 呵呵。。谢谢老公，我们都很enjoy噢!

晤，算算看，还有不到三个月的时间王宝
宝就要来到这个世界了。哈，很期待噢! 相信老公也一样吧!

可是坦白说shell到现在还是想要在新加坡做月子，想到有老公，妈咪，妹妹陪我一起我就觉得开心然后也可以休息得舒服些。不是说在家婆家不好，也许是有少许的不习惯但这些都不是重要的原因，shell最在乎的相信还是家人的陪伴。但我
又得为老公着想，唉! 真无奈! 每次都想如果我能在他们身边那该多好。

zzZZ.. 今天就写到这里吧! 要做猪猪啦，明天还得上早班。晚安 =)